Monday, October 28, 2013

Hold on Heart

You have held my heart for years
Of that I have been unaware

I had an epiphany the other day
I want you in my world
But time and distance
Are fighting me, hard

Every day, I wish you were here
Every day, you are not

I try to keep in touch
But each attempt is thwarted
You say you are busy
But I am starting to see the truth

Every day, I wish you were here
Every day, you are not

Every night, you fill my mind
And sleep evades me
I go back to when I last saw you
When you held me close

Every day, I wish you were here
Every day, you are not

I am trying to move on
But the hold you have on my heart
Is vice-like, strong, years deep
Maybe one day, but not today

You have held my heart for years
Of this I am now aware

Now I hold a space for someone else
In the space where you used to be
You are now a distant memory
Someone who flashes across my screen

I have let go of you
You held my heart for years
And now I am aware of only the future

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Wrapped Up

You had me all wrapped up in you
For those few moments I felt I mattered
Them time and space separated
And I realized I was just a distraction

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Barren


There is a crack in the sky
where the universe is pouring in
filling up each crevice in the
barren wasteland

There is a crack in each heart
where love is leaking from
replacing the hate filling this
barren wasteland

There is a crack in her voice
where her fear is escaping
being replaced by courage to
take on this barren wasteland

Speechless


They told us
life is never that simple
we told them
only because you make it
so very hard

They told us
beauty could not be made
then we showed them
the words in our hearts
painting visions of grandeur
leaving them speechless

They told us
love is only conditional
we taught them
that love does not
have limitations
that they were the ones
selfishly hoarding their love

We taught them
and left them speechless

Someday, Maybe


You told me
“Someday, maybe”
I believed you

You told me
“You are beautiful, but...”
I believed you

You told me
“Forever is too long”
I believed you

You told me
“I found someone...”
I saw you for the first time

I told you
“So long my love”
I believed in me

Secrets for the Moon


She once told the moon her secrets
in hopes her secrets would be safe
with the man in the moon
the things that spilled from her lips
were secrets she kept locked in her heart
safe from everyone’s sight
She kept her heart locked and threw
away
the
key